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Cause this is Now.

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 21, 2008, 9:03 AM
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Swithfoot - Dare You to Move
  • Reading: 'Eseul'
  • Playing: with my nails
  • Eating: a sandwich
  • Drinking: water
Another memory and I'm asking myself
why cant I let the past be the past.
Once and for all take a hold of the future
And not let it control what I aspire to have.
I see where my decisions have brought me
Whats done is done and its time to start again
Can't let it tear me in two or waste me away
I gotta believe
Cause this is now
How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
This is now
If I control myself I control my destiny.

What I've seen and what I've been through has made me who I am
There was a time in my life where I had no desire to carry on
I couldn't see a place for me or a will to survive
I never thought to rely on myself or the beliefs that I have denied

But this is now
How can I can change tomorrow if I can't change today
This is now
If I control myself I control my destiny

If I control myself I control my tomorrow
I got to change today
Cause this is now

How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
I must control myself if I'm to control my destiny.

Cause this is now.

Cause this is now
How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.
This is now
If I control myself I control my destiny

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  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Bucharest
  • Interests: http://usedupshiver.blogspot.com/
  • Favourite movie: Jeux D'Enfants, La Vie En Rose, If Only, The Notebook, The Blair Witch Project
  • Favourite band or musician: 30 Seconds To Mars, Angels And Airwaves, Placebo, Emery
  • Favourite poet or writer: I love Jostein Gaarder's "Sofies verden/Sophie's World", Mircea Eliade, Cioran
  • Favourite cartoon character: Simba
  • Personal Quote: 'Whatever'

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~horny-bird-woman:iconhorny-bird-woman: Apr 30, 2008, 7:04:18 PM
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Picture 4 U :D

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~horny-bird-woman:iconhorny-bird-woman: Apr 30, 2008, 4:47:24 PM
Well.. It's not turning out like an exact photo copy of your cat.. I guess it's an artistic interpretation...

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~horny-bird-woman:iconhorny-bird-woman: Apr 30, 2008, 4:42:54 PM
:cling: I know this is random, but.. I :heart: your beautiful kitty... And I'm drawing her... I feel a draft of melancholy I'm going through at the moment, so please don't be mad if I seem a bit clingy... :cling:

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~kurtywompus:iconkurtywompus: Apr 28, 2008, 9:48:11 AM
i have no idea how the armpit deodorant got on the wall that time the blender was out of control… but it did look like a little silhouette of David Hasslehoff… my random comment of the day
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I found you through the random deviant button.
~arya-domy:iconarya-domy: Apr 25, 2008, 4:34:48 AM
you've been tagged...
come see :iconarya-domy:

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